One Night To Change A Life Chapter 4

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    “Uh- um what are you doing?” I tried to ask in as steady of a voice as possible.

                “Oh, you know. Just having a little fun.” He whispered into my ear sending tingles down my spine making me struggle to remain in control of myself.  This is almost exactly what I wanted; all that was missing was my hands. They should be traveling his body right now, testing my limits.  I needed to know what I could get away with. I slowly started tracing patterns on his exposed sides, the flawless skin was beautiful, the perfect canvas for my winding patterns.  He lightly bit down on my neck making me arch into him, he had found that one spot that drives me crazy in one try. He must be amazing in bed. At the thought I started feeling a slight tension in my jeans and immediately my mind came back to me.  What the fuck was I doing?! This is another guy! I stopped tracing his sides and started pushing him off instead.

                “Oh come on, you can’t be wussing out already.” He growled into my ear before biting one last time on that special spot, harder than the last time making an unexpected moan rise from my throat. “See? You know you want this.”

                “N-no. I can’t. This is wrong, I’m straight.” I told myself more than him as I carefully picked him up off myself and placed him back on the couch. It was then that I noticed my, problem, had gotten even worse. Hopefully he hadn’t noticed and I got up and rushed to my room. 

                I looked the door and jumped on my bed. Maybe it’ll just go away. It was just an “in the moment” type of thing anyway.  I began playing the scene over and over again in my head; how he found that one spot immediately, how he’d be able to find other spots with no trouble… How he’d know exactly what to do, he must have practice. My mind began going worse places; I couldn’t get that short glimpse of him naked out of my mind. He was simply flawless. Toned, but not scary toned, kinda pale, skinny and tall, he looked like he could play whatever part you wanted. Fulfill any fantasy thought up.  As I let scene after scene play through my mind I slowly pulled myself out of my jeans and within minutes had finished. I suddenly felt guilt rise up, I had finished with him name on my lips, thinking about all the things I could do to him. This was totally wrong. I started thinking of reasons why I could possibly even have to think about this, I’ve never had doubts like this before. Maybe it’s just because I haven’t gotten laid in over a month now. That must be it, I just need to go out and find a girl soon. “That’ll fix everything” I told myself, I refused to accept that this little incident was anything bigger than that. It could all be fixed.

                Pleased with that conclusion I got up and got ready to head back downstairs. Jayy’s clothes should be done by now and it’s almost 2 so we should probably get ready to go to the mall soon if we’re going to go today.  I slowly stepped down the stairs trying to make as little noise as possible.  Jayy was sitting on the couch with his legs crossed just watching the movie, completely unfazed by everything that had just happened. That was kind of reliving, but I also have just a small feeling of disappointment. I had affected him as much as he had me.  

                “Your clothes should be done. I’ll go get them then we should get ready to go if we’re gonna go to the mall today.” I said quickly looking at him before continuing down the next set of steps to the laundry room.                                

                “Ok, by any chance do you have a straightener or anything?” He yelled down the steps.

                “Ya, upstairs in the bathroom. If you could go ahead and turn it on to start heating up that would be awesome.  I need to use it after you, and there’s all kinds of hair products up there too that you can use if you need them.” I yelled back up the stairs as I opened the dryer door.

                “Um, I highly doubt this, but by any chance do you have any like eyeliner or anything?”

                I ran up the steps with the clothes basket and almost ran directly into him, “Ya actually. First drawer when you walk in has all kinds of make-up. Use whatever you need. Oh and here’s your clothes.” I said handing him the basket of warm clothes.

                He turned around and started running up the steps, “Thanks! Give me about 20 minutes.”  He yelled over his shoulder.  

                I walked over to the kitchen table and picked up my cell phone which I had completely forgotten about. I had 4 unread messages, 2 were just twitter updates, 1 was from my friend Andrew, but the one I cared about was from some girl named Alyssa that I hooked up with about a month ago. She wants to hang out tonight. This could be exactly what I need. I replied “Sure, I should be free by 5, what’d have in mind? I’m up for anything ”  Not like she expects anything else, I mean come on. Who texts someone over a month after a drunken one night stand unless they just want sex? Seriously, it’s just how it is people.  I sat there waiting for a reply and about 5 minutes later my phone buzzed a little letting me know she had replied. “We could meet for coffee around 5:30 then catch a movie or something. I need to talk to you, so it all depends on how that goes.” I read that over 2 or 3 times, what could she mean by that? O well I guess I’ll find out later. “Ok, um, I guess I’ll meet you at that place downtown at the Coffee Shop at 5:30. See ya then.” 

                Jayy came running down stairs, his hair and make-up looked like it had been done by a professional. To say the least he looked amazing. I ran upstairs and ran through my hair with the straightener and quickly spiked the top up. All together my hair took maybe 5 to 10 minutes, which is actually pretty fast to me. Now onto the make-up! Something simple today, just a little bit of eyeliner. Rare for me but o well, I don’t really have any reason to go all out, and it would just get messed up later tonight and let me tell you, that’s insanely annoying. O well, one last check to make sure my hair and make-up was good and I went running down the steps. We were finally ready to go. This should be interesting, but atleast I have tonight to look forward to.